Our vices, the evil within and around us, is not merely fought by feeling poorly. Recognizing the need is not repentance, though it is a first step. The second step is that we must live in struggle, invite strife into our life, let the Holy Spirit do its work of conviction in our hearts. Here is where eyes will be opened to truly see how they were oppressed and burdened by sins that went on (or are still going on).
True repentance, like love, is not proven by words but by actions. True repentance, is not a feeling, but an inviting God to produce in us a different motivation, a change, another direction, an action within us; moving us away from our selfish path and putting our feet back on His Kingdom path.
“This, then, is how you should pray: “‘Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.” - Matthew 6:9-10
True repentance is seeing the burden of sin, of wrongdoing, and making choices to change. Instead of our flesh or Satan chocking our life away through negative thoughts or actions (or in-actions), we choose God, for in our weakness He is our strength. We invite God into our weaknesses, our problems, for evil and sin is only ever overcome by His goodness, only overcome by His guidance and love.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” - Matthew 11:28-30
~ Daniel Brockhan
